10:21 p.m. - 2005-02-21
general anestetic
I have been listening to sad music for most of the day and with every sad note- Im comming closer to the conclusion that I hate you.
You told me how you felt and what you thought of me. How the fuck did that change so much so fast? Youre the best thing to come into my life in so long. Then you took away the best thing in my life. Yourself.
How did I go from the one that made you blush- to the one you cant hug goodbye? Youre numb, you cant feel anything about it anymore and I need you to get the feeling back soon.
