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2:32 p.m. - 2007-05-03 I called in sick for work cause I couldnt stop crying from 11am until around 6 when I smoked some weed. I made the decision the night before last night, that Tessa and I can no longer speak or see each other. She doesn't want me back. It was made really clear after reading alot of her msn histories. Hey Richie. Yesterday was hard. Right when I got home her and I started talking. She read the letter I had left her. We spent alot of time apologising over things that didnt matter anymore. She finally felt what I have been feeling for the last 2 months. We wont get back together. She doesnt want to, and I guess its partially up to her too. The rain is really helping. |