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6:03 a.m. - 2005-07-23 i steal my sisters car in bc. drive here. just to see you(s). i buy you roses just to say i love you and that i was happy to see you. in return, from one, i barely recived 10 words all night. most of which were instructions for buying her alcohol. i got it for her. still, not many words. from the other one, i got random spurts of small talk then a request to drive her to a station. you(s) replace me with hayden brown... the nigger cant even drive. i cant do this anymore. i had a nervous break down. snuck out of a house, unloaded their shit from my car, threw their roses against some stairs. drove to cedarbrae school. smoked for a while. called dnas and instructed him to holla back after the bitches peaced. time passed and no word back, so i call. they have no way out. i pick them up and drive them to a station with the music loud and not a word or acknowledgement exchanged. i cant handle them anymore. ill go to california with someone elses. i cant handle the way they make me feel. i cant go through it again. the hospital called while i was gone. i called back but it was out of business hours. i could have gone in as an emergency but i drove around for a few hours instead. they will call me back on monday. that might be the last time we talk for a while. |