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9:48 p.m. - 2005-02-14 My mom came into my room around 4:30 today while I was doing my math homework. She had a large starbucks bag in her had but I didnt think anything of it (mainly because she knows how much I hate starbucks and because she always buys things and I assumed it were for herself). She said "happy valentines day" and put the bag by my feet. Before I looked into the bag I looked up on my mom with a large fake smile and exclaimed "oh thank you mom. happy valentines day". i looked into the bag and saw a chocolate heart (bernard callebau, filled with other chocolates), a 100$ bill and a blue t-shirt. I thanked her repeatedly until she left my room. It was a really nice suprise, but in my head I thought; this only makes it a mediocore valentines day. I thought it could only be great if I saw a certian person that I would have loved to take out on a real date. 5 and a half hours later and I was wrong. Hearing her voice made it a great day and a very exceptional valentines day. I did something that didn't work out how I wanted it to. Danny and I were outside and then my blood was on the curb. The Police were called. My parents had to come pick me up... I was sober for 6 months and then in the last month and 14 days(which included 4 drinking nights)... History repeated its self. I did something embarassing that didnt work out how I wanted it to. Danny and I were out side and my blood was on the cement. The Police came and my parents had to pick me up... I know this isnt like last time, but Im not going to drink for awhile again. |