2:49 a.m. - 2005-01-28
i am billy's angst filled heart
im sick of half chinks advice.its gay. um fuck you julia (for the advice) and alexis (not saying anything) we will never speak again. except julia.
i want a hug.
not like that.
like those ones.
i know we cant but i want it.
i fucking want to touch you with my lips.
i love you.
not just you.
her too.
i hope he didnt do that.
i love you and i am scared.
you know i love you.
you know whats right.
i love being drunk.
i wish i still were.
everyone is sleeping.
i got my ears peirced today.
at a 16.
now its a 10.
I have to save money and make money for satyrday. have to buy a ghost cried murder and alivia shirt.
PLUS ADMISSION.
anna shylah and brittany are in my bed. i am on the floor.
its ok cause im copying all brittanys good cds.
i am only talking to lisa now, its 3:07
i have to wake shylah at 8.
just wanna kiss you GRRL.
im so bored and im not even done 1 cd yet.
it 3:21 now and im just emailing photos to myself from my phone.
ahh sidetracked by fotolog. 3:41
i am just hoinh to talk to lis.
love you internet.
