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1:47 a.m. - 2004-12-30 i have to kiss a girl at midnight on new years. ill be drinking, so i am scared of what i may do to myself; if that second passes without a girls lips against mine. i know who i want to kiss but i also know that she will not want to kiss me. she wont kiss me. she wont kiss me. she doesnt want to do it. she wont. i wont try. she might not even be there. i dont even care. i dont care who she is. all i know is i have to fucking kiss a girl. my body is sore. my mind is sore. i want to have a hot tub. masturbate. watch twilight zone. talk to someone. any girl. goodbye. |