2:44 a.m. - 2004-12-12
Where [you choke]
"with splitting sincerity she [said] "[I dont like you. how is that for telling you how i feel?]" And that's when it came to me, that's when i knew, she can go fuck herself."
"If every day was the same
I would have died years ago
My calendar is marked with blood red X's
for every 24 hours ive suffered through
Today has been
cluttered with..
broken teeth and filthy stitches
and a conscience that won't shut up
I understand that your worst is beating the hell out of my best
but I can take it
The one thing that I'll never get
is how you turned out like all the rest
but I can take it
It says a lot
about the difference... between me and you
But if you're all that I've got
I'll have nothing left
After what I'm about to do
Let's begin
this [winter] drive
One jerk of the wheel
we'll see how cold this [december] water really is
I understand
that your worst is beating the hell out of my best
But I can take it
The one thing that I'll never get
is how you turned out like all the rest
but I can take it
And I'll watch your blood run thin
through infected wounds and softened scars again
I'll watch your blood run thin
through infected wounds and softened scars
It's my favorite kind of day
filled with the things we fear
that find us where we sleep, and fuck us where we breathe (that wont just fade away)
The way I let you fade away
I let you fade away...
The way I...
let you fade away
Today was my favorite kind of day
Today was my favorite kind of day
Today was my favorite kind of day
Today was my favorite kind of day
